drift collecting
Barton Smock

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drift collecting

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your signature

where you wrote it

on mother's

knee      your resume

of smokestacks

when did the gods

have

time      and were they gentle

putting

each

black

flute

on each      grey

town

     delirious

when the lights went out

when

mother

would pull cocoons

from the oven      tell us

to stop kicking, go outside

catch me

a butterfly      your return

 

clothed in kerosene

your friends

arriving

trading the three

known

words

between them

looking in your mouth

 

an umbrella.    a bra.    a harp.    whole islands

made

of amnesia.    of jar

upon jar

of silt

where women      what would you say

like jelly

cigarettes

for everything

save

exhaustion      a deposit

 

 

of skulls

in the bone tide

     where

for a moment

she'd put down the rolling

pin

put her hand

in the hole

at the back of your neck

and pretend

it was her

you were breathing

on      you

 

 

look like the author

of this paperback

worn

in the front of her jeans,    she's

 

 

alone

in a park

kneeling

on a blanket      I'd imagine

 

 



not even the ants

are on their way.

 

 

father

     tell me

the belly has an eye,

that pupils

are made of sand, that when

I flick

my ash

at the ocean

     I won't find

 

 

a shell

     rocking

       at the wall

 

 

of your castle.